i see shadows.

i have hope in this, only because i know that God is able to take my mess-ups, and turn them into something beautiful...

...however, i can't help but wonder, 'how will this produce anything other than stinging regret and excruciating heartache?'

[.i still believe in miracles.]

so, i wait and watch,
hoping that the sun will
one day break through this cloud
and show me the highlights
rather than the shadows.

yes.
i believe in miracles.

God... i will wait for you to move.
Lord... please move...

please.