10.4.06

December.26.2005

I have come to the end of another year of my life. It is so amazing to look back over these 12 months of 2005 and see the amazing grace and mercy that is poured abundantly out over this life.

Oh, how my soul twists and turns within me when I think of the incomprehendable sacrifice that was made so that I, and ungrateful, unfaithful, ever failing, miniscule human girl could approach such a holy deity. I am incapable of coming to grips with... Oh, I cannot even begin to write words that come close to giving this... act... and adequate explanation or description. All I can think of is an earthly word, with a divine, never fully comprehended definition. Love. That is it.

Love

It is an undying, ever giving, continually deepening, willingly sacrificing kink of unearthly love. It is the kind you only experience from such a perfect divinity as belongs only to the God of three. It is a love that I have experienced.