i'll eat my cake.

"do you want a lover, or do you want a life?"

...can't i have both?

i think i can
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thanks

$3

I would like to buy about three dollars worth of gospel, please. Not too much – just enough to make me happy, but not so much that I get addicted. I don’t want so much gospel that I learn to really hate covetousness and lust. I certainly don’t want so much that I start to love my enemies, cherish self-denial... I want ecstasy, not repentance; I want transcendence, not transformation... I would like enough gospel to make my family secure and my children well behaved, but not so much that I find my ambitions redirected or my giving too greatly enlarged. I would like about three dollars worth of the gospel, please.

- D.A. Carson

God, save my stupid, lazy heart.

time stopped... and started again.

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